I am so happy to be back…This sabbatical has been such a blessing to me. I learned so much about myself. I learned that I had some fears in which the Lord brought to my attention. In other words I had to come face-to-face with them and deal with them instead of hiding them.
The first couple of days I just assumed that the Lord was going to speak to me in some huge revelation, but that was not the case, instead what He did was have me to physically rest. I had no idea that my body was in need of some much-needed rest. The first week that is all I did was rest and of course because of the surgery I had that too made me rest and I give God the glory for me having the emergency surgery.
Because of my physically body being tired it weighed heavy on my spiritual state that I was not able to even hear from God. Once my physically body received its’ rest I was open to hear without distractions from my body.
The Lord spoke to me concerning “GRACE” so many times I speak of grace but God showed me how much His grace really is unmerited favor. He spoke to me about HOPE” not just me having a wishful thinking of hope but having a righteousness of “HOPE”.
For me this Sabbatical was God tearing some of the old ways of Desi off and healing the wounds by giving me a depth insight to God’s Grace. I am grateful that God has not given up on me and that He has not forgotten me. So many times we look at others and see what God is doing in them and we wonder have God forgotten us because it seems like our time has not yet come. God has not forgotten me nor has He forgotten you. I have such a peace and calmest within me like never before. I enter into this Sabbatical seeking wisdom, guidance and understanding and I received everything I was seeking and more so.
There is so much more that happened on this Sabbatical but I can’t tell it all on one day. God is truly a God of His Word. I’ve never seen the righteous forsaken and neither its seed begging for bread…there are no words to express what I felt what I learned what was revealed to me and what all those lesson will do for my growth in the coming days, weeks, months and years. One thing I can say and that is I am so glad I did it!!!! For it has made me even more hungry and it’s given me a brand new direction in the path I am to walk each day.
I look forward to getting to everyone’s site and again thank you guys for your prayers and supporting this Ministry via your presence here. God bless you